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weifinder: (ask | where shadows hide)

[personal profile] weifinder 2025-01-15 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)

( Winter bites with knife like teeth these years, but the bundling isn't so strange, once he figures out the merit of a hair destroying wool cap. Then it's the silliest forms of pride, mostly salvaged for the look in his husband's eyes: it's not so he wants, ever, but to know he's wanted, ah, he's so simple to find it balms his soul.

Civilization is as humming and energetic as always, too alive, too overwhelming in it's ways, but bright and thriving even in the depths of its stench and sprawl. The golden palace is every bit of ostentatious theatre, as so many rulers are, but the feel of wrongness wells even over its golden face, seeping out like mould and shadows.

His husband leaves him to do his work, and the truth is: truth is enough. For as long as it took him to understand his husband lied in omissions, Wei Wuxian always knew the pattern to incomplete truths, to gaps filled in by listeners, and, at core, the value of a truth versus what's made wholly from the cloth of invention.

At least when it comes to human truths. Engineering answers beyond stated limitations is something altogether different in his gaze.

There is healing, he says, and he's certified of a kingdom far from here but whose name still travels for the merchants who've dined upon its wares. He and his husband, stated and met with little more than a blink, are soothers of spirits, those who can see the ways of energies in the world and in individuals to trace causes, to at time purge what ails, to at other times simply be able to guide towards answers. It may, he says, tell much: it may answer little. Yet they have to offer what is different from their comrades in opportunity. There's no rush, he says with a smile. They await only the emperor's desires, and what can be done, shall be.

It earns them waiting, and he takes to pulling at Lan Zhan's sleeve and collecting his hand to write out individual characters, smiling idly. Spells out their names in their parts, spells out their son, their daughters. Approximations when those names hadn't shared a birth language, only the communal one granted to them all.

Nothing is offered. All is watched, until there comes the eunuch who says in his soft and steady way, the emperor would see you now.

It's not a request, and while his eyes crinkle at the corners as if he smiles, it's amusement at the consistent presumptions of the world, and the nuance always bereft in singular contacts.

The emperor lies in sumptuous sheets of silk in bright gold and purple. His heart aches at that, complicated, but the weight of the curse upon that room hinges on the laboured breaths of this great man, who even ill, has the audacity to look beautiful and wan and shy of middle age when he's well within it's grasp.

Lan Zhan he keeps behind him, wary of the particulars of this man and his husband's preferences and open, calloused heart.
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I have no joy in saying this, Your Eminence, Sun of the Sundered Skies, but you are beset upon by that which, once cast, has reflected upon its center.

( Solemn and quiet, he studies these features in their own ill tidings. )

I dare not suppose what this might be, only that at its heart, it's as if a child cries.

( Said softly, hard for his attendants to hear.

The emperor regards him, Lan Zhan, the room at large. When he next coughs, he waves all his attendants to the attached chamber once his breath returns.

Eyes shining like promises in a young woman's first gaze upon one who she believes she might love.

Fevered hope, imagination, and cunning, always cunning. The emperor says, then, that tears are never things which he's found have solved anything, but they're pretty enough, depending on the crier.
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weifinder: (listen | the sound of silence)

[personal profile] weifinder 2025-01-17 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)

( Silence that stretches long, the faded emperor studying the rich spoils of a legacy mired in pain. Wei Wuxian waits, slim and steel clothed in pleasant candor gone contemplative. He winds the fingers off his hand through Lan Zhan's, holds quiet as he waits.

Now the emperor sighs, a soft exhalation as long as his silence.

Truth: he did not give the command.

Truth: he removed all such persons from the imperial palace and the imperial city.

True: he stipulated years of grieving his late father emperor, in which he could not and they could not act upon decrees which would lead to conflicting remembrances.

True: he never rescinded the painful gluttony of his father, never thought long in it, tried not to think at all.

His voice grows thin, his words interrupted by coughing that leaves flecks of bright blood on his lips.

Wei Wuxian listens. Then like all heroes, he steps into the light from the shadows that embrace him with cold familiarity and sweetest grace.
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Bury them, remembering who they are. Cry for them, even if the tears aren't yours. You cannot evade responsibility for what you ignored, cannot be healthy with that weight of miasmatic death feeding you, at the heart of the curse of your emperor's line.

( Because the irony of being less ruthless than he was designed to be is killing him now, and he must, to live, break the very curse which has fed his dynasty for generations. )

Bury them, honour them, release their mothers with generosity. You desire life. To live, you must speak of and to death and the dead, and be yourself, emperor in recovery, and not that which feasts upon youth's sundered vitality.

( Hard gaze from a wan face in that massive, opulent bed. This is no help, that is no answer, how can he, what curse, this is a dynasty of strength — )

I can only suggest you send your criers to every city, town, and village announcing the funerals and honoring of those left in the dark and wild.

( A curse of greed disguised as a blessing of vitality. Wei Wuxian stands shoulder to shoulder, hand in hand, with a man he trusts as much as he's learned to trust himself again.

What's been done cannot be undone. Yet addressing grief, addressing pain, addressing horror in the light allows it to soften in a way ignoring it, feeding it on further pain and death will never achieve.

The emperor lies quiet, dark eyes sunken. Lifts a hand, barely waves to the eunuch standing near. Both of them can hear him, while usual mortals would not, but he says nothing to the words that come:

Lock them up. And send for the heavenly scribe.
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weifinder: (laidback | that i can't fight)

[personal profile] weifinder 2025-01-19 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)

( How many times, caught in the crossfire of arrogance between powerful or would be powerful men? It's hardly that women cannot do the same, they know that well, but the consistent tendency of men to see little beyond what they wish the world to be hints at a failing they've needed to work through.

He is not, however, a mentor, a teacher, a master to anyone here. He never took disciples, and doesn't know that he ever will, for all he'd genuinely enjoyed teaching and training the youths of Yunmeng once, before the wars.

Lan Zhan speaks with such simple directness, this man used to power and position and having learned the frailty in that pride when surrounded by those who cannot, will not, know anything of those circumstances. He turns toward him, smiling, pressing a hand over his heart. Slipping into his own robes. Touching, after a moment, the specific talisman he'd prepared on poorly slept nights before their arrival even to the monastery.
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Close your eyes for a breath or three and don't let go.

( Because he activates that array without fanfare, the fog that seems to fill the room quickly spilling out of it, leaving voices raised as guards move only to be caught in the confusion of directions he's designed. There's no additional layers but that is which confuses and leads astray: he's buying time, not prisons.

Stepping in to press up against his husband, lauded jade of a world they've not seen for years, he says as simply in turn:
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Fly us to their rooftops, then away?

( Nothing here controls the skies but archers, and they won't know to look for what a core formed cultivator can do.

The fog surrounds and muffles sound beyond them and their breathing hearts, their breathing lungs. Wei Wuxian tilts his head back, indicating a direction where rafters gave indication of higher windows, paper and light wood, entry points improbable for most to reach. Simple for them even without flight, but to be away from where they've delivered solution, however unpalatable, sword flight is seamless, smooth.

Missed, at times, but he knows he's the luxury of clinging to Lan Zhan now which is not similar in skill or meaning, but is similarly pleasing.

It's as they go that he leaves his parking gifts: the confusion array on a rafter, ready to wind down after half a day, and his own beautiful barrier breaking spell: multitudes of sparkling butterflies flitting like fireflies through the fog.

And laughter, soft and muffled, weighed down by the resignation of acknowledgement that people are too often willingly blind, into his soulmate's shoulder.
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